Sitting at Big Bear

So much on my mind

at least I don't have roaches on my mind as I recently moved out of the roach box and into a beautiful house on Florida and First

I'm so sick of men, I really am, why has every single one been such a disappointment?! (Except one of course, to which the disappointment came in the circumstances themselves, all wrapped up in ribbons and bows)

I never realized how much I relied on noise to keep me company-

without a TV or internet, there are no familiar voices to fill that thick fall-evening silence,

i need friends, so many friends to be here, men, women, eyes, hands, 

what made regina go to that protest just to rub up against strangers?

busy busy, books and dreams

i have to close me eyes or lose my thoughts in other people's for a moment.